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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

–noun

direct perception of truth, fact, etc., independent of any reasoning process; immediate apprehension.

a fact, truth, etc., perceived in this way.

a keen and quick insight.

Is it a bane or boon to possess a keen sense of intuition?? Mine is so strong i often can predict the outcome of certain events....

But is it really good? i really wonder if this strong sense hinders my perception of people, forming an impression of them from the start might actually prevent me from seeing the good in them. Perhaps im so accurate bcos this first impression i have formed causes me to perceive these people in a certain way such that i can never see them in a light different from what i think?

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jason@11:05 PM
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Friday, June 17, 2011

i've been so lazy haha

Recently decided that well, i need to take a break from the scene. Sometimes when you are so into something, you become somewhat blinded and kinda lose control. Why not take a step back and enjoy the process instead. Rather than trying to rush towards that destination ahead of time, why not take it slow and just go with the flow, who knows where fate might lead me to.

keeping my options open.<3

jason@12:29 AM
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Monday, February 28, 2011

Its been so long, not that nothing has happened in my life. Not sure if this is good or not, this little boy has cycled through another candidate again, as if it's anything new. Somehow i no longer feel the loss anymore. We aloways say we are looking for the perfect fit. But just what is the perfect fit. Frankly, even i don't know

jason@8:54 PM
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Sunday, December 26, 2010

another month past without a post lol. I survived sem1 afterall, with a pretty decent CAP. thanks to computing.

I was actually worried about the situation where i was unable too take any action and my interest probably wouldnt last past this blackout period, but what i saw today totally ruined any interest i had at all. Never underestimate the wonders of even a teeny bit of eyeliner.

jason@4:24 PM
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

It realy seems that i got over the previous one pretty well as usual, it seems to have become a routine for me. Others routinely date different girls, for me i seem to enjoy things as it is, crush, attempt, fail, moveon....over and over...i didnt feel sore when i saw those pics, in fact i was kinda happy it wasn't me in that pic. One cannot judge a book by it's cover but how else can you judge it without being able to look at it's contents?

"I'm just a tiny drop in the oceans, but i can make ripples that may become the foundation of huge waves which can wash the world away"

jason@8:30 AM
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Thursday, November 11, 2010

sometimes we just cant deny that Fate is hard at work behind the scenes, for or against me. it seems that Fate is trying to keep us apart for some reason unknown, every-time i try to create a window of opportunity, it just doesn't happen. Perhaps we are just not meant to be, even though my instinct say otherwise. Then again, just how sensitive is my instinct, by now, it is probably desensitized from the repeated cycles of failures and rebounds....
Well, i shall give it another shot, my last 3 tries, and if Fate allows, probably a bonus chance?

And what shall i do should i fail? well, i'll simply pack up and move on like before, like an assassin moving on to his next target after his job is done, where targets remain as targets, nothing else. *wink*

jason@10:57 PM
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Saturday, November 06, 2010

It kinda feels the same all over again, actually, it always feels the same. The same old analysis, only thing different is the target. Wouldnt it be wierd if my imppatience isn't present? Well, it is, should i take the plunge oncce more? Everytime this happens, it feels as if this will be THE one, but we all know what always happens next. It definitely isn't a lack of confidence, its just that i have it all planned, the before and what we shall do after the approach is successful, only thing is, the approach is always the riskiest.

jason@10:52 AM
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